you ever do something so stupid you just want to hit yourself?
thats what i did yesterday!


THE STORY:
yesterday i finally bought The Black Parade and put it on my new mp3 player. i have been listening to it repeatedly for the past 24 hours. im the kind of person that listens carefully to the words when i get new music. after listening to the cd a few times i got the meaning of it and was content with myself. then i remembered something: im going to the hospital on thursday. if you have ever listened to this cd you know why i freaked out a little. the thought of going to the hospital(dont worry its nothing serious. ill be back home the very same day) is kinda scary. anyone that knows me, knows i can be pretty dramatic but can you blame me? you would be scared too if you had to go to the hospital and recently acquired a cd that has a subject matter of death and hospital stays. anyway, thanks for reading my stupid rant about the stupid things i do to myself.